In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious The Most Merciful .

Allah forgives us even when we don't deserve , loves us even we mess up . feeling thankful . I do understand  His plans correctly . All the hurt doesnt mean He hates or wants to punish His slave and I will always search home to feel peace and the only home for my heart is Allah swt .

 Allahmumma innaka 'affuwwun tuhibbul 'afwa fa'fu 'ana
You are the one Who pardon greatly and loves to pardon , so pardon me